Blogs of a Drama Queen

NOTICE

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 02:23:20 GMT

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Wed, 23 Nov 2005 19:40:27 GMT

rent comes out today!!!!! woot

pre thanksgiving

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 13:18:09 GMT

nina and meg come home today! yay

lifes a bitch then you die

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 03:46:45 GMT

so today was the first time that i've cried in a reeeeeealy long time. at least i know that i'm alive.

auditions

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 00:33:17 GMT

auditions weren't as bad as i thought they were going to be! plus a lot of other people were reeeeeeealy bad. but i won't mention names cause thats just mean. plus karma is a bitch and would get me back some how.

but other then that i have one other story. so i was in the guys bathroom in the lobby after school and i'm standing at one of the urinals when some kid (didn't see his face) ran by and into one of the stalls. he then proceeded to have explosive diarrhea! it took everything i had in me to not laugh. i felt sooo bad for him. when i looked closer to see if i could tell who it was by the shoes i realized that their was something on the floor. the kid hadn' been able to get to the bathroom fast enough. he pooped all over the floor. i thought i was going to throw up right there. i washed my hand and exited as fast as possible. i didn't stay to see who came out of the bathroom cause i didn't want to know who it was. i'd never be able to look at them the same way. plus i wouldn't be able to resit telling people who it was. lol o poor kid. i really do feel bad for him. but at least it wasn't me!.

ps i feel bad for the janitor more then the kid

PARENTS SUCK! EVEN MORE THEN ME!!!! and thats saying something

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 19:47:50 GMT

Today at work one of my friends that i work with told me that after work she was going to go get her new kitten. and i was like awww i want one and she told me that they were free and that their were a couple left! so i thought about just going to get one and bringing it home and being like SURPRISE! but i decided to call and ask.

mom would have totally gone for it if fucking stupid dad didn't want another. he is such an ass and complains about absolutely everything!!!!! it ridiculous! he wines more then me!

my arguments

I have a job so i can afford to get the cat spade, de-clawed, and its shots
if it was mine i wouldn't have a problem cleaning up after it
it would keep bodie company during the day so he wouldn't bother dad as much when he's home working.
bodie grew up with a lot of other cats and is lonely
he really like have Frank around once they got to know each other
it would make me happy

Dad's 'arguments'

bodie is a pain during the day with out another cat running around
i don't like cats/ i don't want another one
i'm a fucking ass wipe... (ok so i added that one)

so basically mom isn't on my bad list bud dad is a fucking ass! so basically nothing new has changed... right? cause everyone who knows him know that he is absolutely retarded and un logical. he's commonly referred to as the "caveman". he acquired this name through being a stereo typical male, who likes things their way, has no way to prove half of what they say, barks orders when they feel like their authority is being questioned. so to sum up papi he's a fucking dumb ass. the end.

maybe when their drunk tonight at dads party i'll ask them again and see if they change their minds

2209 END

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 23:43:53 GMT

so today as i was leaving the school i had an occurrence happen that i felt brought a end to this chapter of 2209 the we liked to call 'pregers'. as i walked out of the school to my car i was stopped by preggers and what was she carrying? o no not a pile of books but a infant child...... yes i know how this looks! did she have the baby secretly?! i know, many questions were raised but then she stated that it was her cute niece and the mom was there, so i'm going to except it as the truth and not look more into it. but i'm not saying it should stop you... lol jk!

BOO!

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 22:39:24 GMT

so all of my friends are out partying or trick or treating while i sit here and do a project on aids.... wooooo hooo. so this is going to take me most of the night and is going to be boring as hell. perfect. i hate having projects that are like back to back. well i should go get started

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 23:50:03 GMT

its my birthday in four days!

pain sucks

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 00:05:21 GMT

i seem to have a constant headache

siiiiigh

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 23:48:34 GMT

my days are seeming to get better! plus i don 't have to work for 2 weeks! yahooooo

PSAT's

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 23:17:46 GMT

ok so they were so not that bad! the math sucked and i guessed on some cause i was tired and didn't understand/cared about what they were asking. o well

i'm thinking i'm going to get a SAT tutor. cause my math needs some serious help. even though i have a 99% in my math class right now

nina came home!

:-(

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 04:03:24 GMT

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998

Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.

~ Shel Silverstein

Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

Click here to post this on your own page or weblog

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 03:34:40 GMT

i'm a happy kenny! i've met a couple new kids on myspace and they are both hot and are both wicked nice. the past couple days have been uneventful after this weekends excursion!. i've basically been going to to school and drama and thats about it for right now. besides clubs. LOVING LIFE so i think i'll take some with me so that i can bring some love everywhere

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 02:34:05 GMT

errr i totaly just wrote a wicked good post but the computer lost the website and with it lost the entry and i don't have time to re do it. so this is it. lol

"i love rock and roll put another dime in the jute box baby.."

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 04:01:15 GMT

i love spending my weekends with twinny and eating pizza! good night all in all

how do you like them apples

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 18:05:26 GMT

so yesterday i went apple picking with Brittany, Caitlin, Aida and Zach. it was a lot of fun. i think we threw more apples then we actually picked but what ever. Brittany's recipe for apple crisp was incredible and actually looked really pretty to.

Brit and i had a fun hour excursion to try and get my car which ended successful but about 45 minutes longer then it needed to.

then we went up and partied at the bonfire for the danish kids. it was fun even though Mr. F (guidance councilor at BHS)played an amped guitar and sang country songs into a mic... weirded out.

the end

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 00:25:07 GMT

People are stupid and immature!

Who pranks calls anymore?!

the thing that pisses me off is that they couldn't just call me up and call me a faggot to my face, but they had to call my parents and talk trash about me to them! wicked cool.

thats called a hate crime/harrassment. this my friends is illegal.

so in conclusion why don't you all grow the fuck up and learn to accept people for who they are.

The winter here’s cold, and bitter
It’s chilled us to the bone
We haven’t seen the sun for weeks
To long too far from home
I feel just like I’m sinking
And I claw for solid ground
I’m pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
Oh darkness I feel like letting go

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 01:50:24 GMT

i love never getting comments. especially when you put your true feelings out their for all to see. sometimes people just suck

i had a good night with rachel. had fun at the game with the girls. and i have to work tomorrow. at work today i actually WASN'T called a faggot for once. it was nice for a change.

"the scars remind us that the past is real..."

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 01:54:01 GMT

Tonight i've realized that i hate who i am and that i scare myself. i haven't cried in about two years and it feels like i'm not human or alive. life just seems to be cruel and unfair. it beets me down every time something good happens to me, i finally cut myself from my addictions and it pulls me back in again. i don't know why it happens this way but it doesn't seem fair and i just feel like that maybe if i could possibly just sit down and cry for once in my life these feelings of self hatred, doubt, anxiety, depression would go away. maybe its a crazy thought but i think that i should be allowed to be happy once in my life. maybe the opportunity came an i just missed it. i can't even remember the last time that i was truly happy and unattached by the views and beliefs of society.

I want to be me and no one else

sorry for going all emo.

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 23:57:52 GMT

well gilmore girls is on soon so this post is going to have to be wicked short. so today kendell and i were almost run over by sean mcCan (i've never seen this kid and he's in my grade.) so after getting run over i have to go to drama where i run through one part that i'm in that takes all of hmm half an hour and then she says that were going to do the other one that i'm in at the end of rehearsal. this never happened so i sat around for like 4 hours when i could have been doing something productive. o well cest la vie!

eatsnow's LJ stalker is timiny_cricket!

timiny_cricket is stalking you because you said something bad about them on your LJ. They are also deluded!

LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.com

"the telephone works both ways..."

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 01:42:36 GMT

theirs a bunch to talk about but i'm so tired that i dont' think i'm going to bother getting into details of the day. basically i failed 3 or four quizzes, got stressed out by a essay that mrs. coe assigned (evil whore. and by whore i mean prude)

bed!!!!!!!!!!

school is like a kick in the face

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 00:47:57 GMT

so about this whole i'm going to work hard in school this year so that my grades will look wicked good for colleges. i'm not quit sure that the whole good grades portion is going to happen. school is just sooo depressing and god knows i don't kneed more of that stupid stuff.

so made comes tomorrow. exciting. bow is going to wake up for a whole six weeks! wooo. i'm sooo excited for alexa. its going to be such a once in a lifetime, story to tell grand kids, life changing event. i'm not even going to be in it and i'm all pumped for her. she's going to be amazing. its going to be weird though having to sensor the things you talk about and say. some of us have some dirty mouths...

so on other news. today work sucked!!!!! besides the fact that i was sick, nauseas, dizzy, and just all around feeling and looking like crap. we were also completely under staffed with a whopping 5 people!!! not enough to run DD's on a sunday!!!. and to top it off. when i was feeling my worst, looking terrible, and in a stupid uniform with a stupid hat guess who drives up. james. its not like i like him but it was still terribly embarrassing. i tried to get the girl that i was working next to to cover my register for like 1 minute so i could avoid him but the stupid bitch wouldn't. so their i was serving him stupid ice coffee. blaaaaaa how degrading. i wanted to cry. plus the costumers kept getting mad cause the people that were taking the orders and making them were screwing them up. and then i go and give them the wrong things cause either the right food isn't in its spot yet or they haven't told me its coming OR they have just completely messed up the line up of the counter so then you get to ask every costumer for the next 15 minutes what they had.

well now i get to go and hang myself with stupid quizzes and hw that i don't even know how to do! mother fucker!!!!!!!!!!!! i just want it to be saturday for the rest of my life.

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I stole this from im_solame

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously, gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without both a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...

Re-post this if you believe that laws against gay marriage are just plain stupid

TAG

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 22:25:39 GMT

Write 20 random facts about yourself, then tag the same amount of people as the number of minutes it takes you to write the facts. If you're tagged, then it's your turn

i like boys
i whistle better then i can sing
i got a handy caped parking place for my whip lash
the first time i drank was on a church outing in france
i hate latin and don't know a single thing about it unfortunately
i have a subtle crush on Bill Dodge. (ow ow)
i'm addicted to clothes and looking good at all times (most of the time)
i secretly love the spice girls and bewitched/ old poppy music
i don't understand why in society we think that it is necessary for kids to automatically unconditionally love our parents
i don't like that adults think that they automatically deserve respect because their older.
when i watch cribs and shows that have really expensive things i imagine myself with them and acting like their no big deal to little bow people lol
i hate using the word fabulous
i can't go any where without my cell phone
my favorite music is musicals
i spend more time planning outfits then doing hw
i learned how to one ski water ski this year
i'm in the diva bitch mafia at BHS and i'm #2
i've only had one boyfriend... ever
everyone knows my name (in bow & parts of concord)
i'm going down to visit nina and megan for my b-day.

everyone do it! ps it took me like eight minutes

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 12:52:51 GMT

so chillin here at school durring world studies cause we've finished all the work that needs to be done for the project. our teachers seem to be really into the last minute, were going to give you half a day and by the end we want a presentation on part of the islamic culture. FUN!
on other news last night was good. I thought their wasn't anything to watch on wednesday nights but i'm totaly hooked on America's next top model! its wicked good. i felt really bad for kim cause she's so cool looking and has so much potential but she's just doing really badly, and trying to be girly but she's not. shes a pretty lesbian!
so apparently Alexa's MADE thing is starting monday. i feel bad for her cause people are being stupid and trying to get close to her so they can be on camera. who the hell cares if your on tv?! no one! Alexa is such a cool girl and i love her sooo much and i just can't stand people being fake to her. i just feel so close to her cause we are just really similar and have a lot of the same probs. god i love that girl. well i'm gonna peace